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10.15.2011Title: 10.15.2011 (part of Phil's Journal series)
Author: BlueMango33
Genre: Drama (?)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: involves mentions of suicide, self harming, and strong language. please please please for your sake and mine, do not read if you are offended or triggered by those.

It's so fucking lonely without you, Phil. I hate it. The apartment's too quiet. I spend most of my time at Chris and PJ's. I miss how your bed smells, though. It smells like you.
The doctor called this morning. We're finally allowed to visit you.
I went in. But I couldn't stay.
I'm so sorry.
But just seeing you there in the tiny little hospital bed, all pale a
10.13.2011Title: 10.13.2011 (part of Phil's Journal series)
Author: BlueMango33
Genre: Drama (?)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: involves mentions of suicide and strong language. please please please for your sake and mine, do not read if you are offended or triggered by those.

It's been two days.
Two agonizing, long, painful days.
Since you swallowed those pills and added vodka for good measure.
Why, Phil?
Why?
WHY DID YOU DO IT???
I love you, you know.
I wish I had told you sooner. God, I'm so stupid.
I'm in love with you Phil.
I had Leah (I dumped her yesterday, she threw a bitch fit because of the baby but I don't care) because I was sca
10.10.2011Title: 10.10.2011 (part of Phil's Journal series)
Author: BlueMango33
Genre: Drama (?)
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: involves strong language, self harm and extremely self deprecating thoughts. please please please for your sake and mine, do not read if you are offended or triggered by those.

I hate life.
I hate it.
I HATE MY FUCKING LIFE.
The boy I'm desperately in love with has a girlfriend who's possibly pregnant.
My arms are shredded.
My other two friends are in love and ignore me all the time.
I'm failing school.
My family hates me.
My real friends are a razor blade, a shitty pen, and this journal.
Fuck.
Why am I so worthle
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That is amazing. Where is this photo from?
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~K9mkIV Dec 23, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
did you take this photo?
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